I am so DOWN today, one of the most depressing days since I first
learned I had Cancer. ..I think it's WINTER and the cold too, but
living with "Cancer" and knowing right now there is NO cure for
me...really hit me today -- it just really sucks!!
I try so hard to be
upbeat and positive and try and live whatever time I have left here
very happily! Today I'm a bear and can't seem to feel good no matter
what I do ! I am going to have my nails done soon, which is always nice
and relaxing...but I almost dread having to go out! Tomorrow and
Friday I'm off to more doctor appointments (Pre-Ops) for my Cataract
surgery and then on Monday it's back to the hospital for labs and
Tuesday I have my next Opdivo treatment! This SUCKS!!
I need
something GOOD, FUN and HAPPY in my life! Thank God I'm going go see
Brian soon......I need that escape MORE than ever, plus I miss him so
much!
1 comment:
Hi Lisa!
Oh, I think winter is such a depressing time. Especially when you have to get out in it. I wish I could say something to cheer you up, but just remember tomorrow is a new day and the next day and the next day. What you are battling is not easy and I think you have shown incredible strength and optimism and I admire you for that!!!
Good luck with your cataract surgery and I hope it all goes well for you.
Hugs and prayers!!
Darcy
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